Monday, January 15, 2007

I'm wondering if I'll regret wishing these next four months away.

The more I think about it, the more I realize I'm trying so hard to get something I may not really want.

Keeping asking me, I kinda like it. But I'll never say yes.

This is how I want to be, not how I am. I'm trying hard to change my thoughts on purpose.

Make the most of it. I don't know if I can.

This is so hard. I'm only really strong on the outside.

1 comment:

YourSecretLover said...

Only strong on the outside my ass. You are one of the strongest people I know, on the inside. You (seem) to know who you are and don't let that be changed no matter what. I respect you for that.

But don't wish these months away. This is the last time you'll be living with these people and seeing them everyday. Even if you wish the school away, don't wish your friendships away.